Well...theres so many new things in my life where do I begin. I am now divorced and I live in San Bernardino. At the end of the year I am moving to Long Beach(In literal terms my back yard is a long stretch of a private beach). Right now I do the commute thing, it takes me 45 min to an hour to get to work and about 1 1/2 hours to get home. I'm working in Los Angeles as a Senior Planner for BNSF Railroad and I'm loving every minute of it! I wouldn't trade in what I do now for anything. The day to day inconsistency and chaos of my line of work is such a rush. No two days are ever the same...it's awesome!

Robert and I have been dating now for almost eight months and things are going great between us. He has a gorgeous baby girl, her name is Makayla andI love her to death. I buy more stuff for her than I do for myself these days. For those of you who know what a shopaholic I am...that's HUGE news...lol! Back in April, Robert and I were expecting a little one of our own, sadly I miscarried 9 weeks into my pregnancy. It's something that I've putaway in my box of repressionsbut it seeps out from time to time. I went shopping for a new car seat for Makayla the other day and I started looking at the new born stuff and Robert noticed right away without me saying a word and I bursted in tears in the middle o Wal-Mart like a sentimental fool. Such is life right.

Yesterday was Eddie's birthday and I join him, my mom and little broter for dinner. Akward, but pleasent nonetheless.

I miss so many of my LJ friends and I hopeto hear from you all. I changed my address, my phone numbers and, obviously, a lot of things in my life. Ladyshara, Jolie, my Jay Bear and Liv (whom I love to fondly refer to as Mr.& Mrs. Smith **hehe*), Sarah, voodolimbo...I miss you guys. Check out my myspace page too when you get a chance myspace.com/cowgirlup13. Well that's all for now. I'm up for work at 4am to prepare for my commute. Jay Bear, Liv...call me okay.

I love ya'll...G'nite
P.S. This pic is of Myself and my Sister Tasha